Self inflected wounds

So to jump start this wonderful new year I have to look forward to, I am starting this blog. I hate when people try to tell you their whole life's store in five minutes. Then expect you to know what their talking about, so I am not going to do that to all of you. If I mentioned a name I am sure it will come up again, and you will eventually catch on. There are so many things in life that cause us pain. I believe we let all of those things get to us, and we are really the cause to all of our hurt. If we could just learn to separate ourselves from it, and not let it get to us then we would one day be happy. It sounds so easy right? It's not, I can't do it you can't do it. You can believe the impossible but it will not make it reality. I can sit here all day and tell you that my car runs on skittles. With even the best argument I can't make it true. Wouldn't it be great tho.....the ozone would be covered in sticky fruity goodness, the wars would be at candy factories, obesity has to go down with all the sugar we would be using. Same train of thought it would be nice to pick and choose what if anything upsets us. So you say "what do i do?" the sad honest truth is nothing. You can't stop your brain from what it wants to think about. The only thing you can try is finding your drug of choice. I use the word "drug" and all of you gasp "do you mean she wants us to start shooting narcotics". Sure if that's your thing then go ahead but I didn't mean it that way. Your "drug" can be ANYTHING food, t.v, music,sex, boos, so called "illegal substances" anything. We are only human we look for whatever brings us pleasure. If we didn't we wouldn't have such a "high" substance abuse problem in this country. We also wouldn't have so many obese people and alcoholics. We would have shortages of back-gammon game board's and sold out tickets to David hasselhoffs new remake of Baywatch. We don't want to go to work or listen to your mother-in-law bitch you out, but you know what you have to. That's life and sorry to tell you it sucks!